Best Friends to Worst Friends

Hi Hivers, writing after a week of drowning in my own thoughts. Do any of you know what to do if you are stuck somewhere in the loop of nothing? It looks like you are at the same place, just stationary for such a long time that now you have become a part of nothing, fascinated by it. I don't know what you call it. A depressive phase or avoidance stage of your life, where you are ignoring every positive thought and only focusing on the weak points.

Maybe you are misunderstood to the extent that people leave you without hearing your side. And after a few days, you get to know that you are the bad one in their story now. A time where you are not totally disconnected from the world around you, but you are no longer a known person to yourself. You lie to yourself that you are perfectly fine. But deep inside, you utter crazy things as if you are a maniac. You do breathe, but you forget how to live normally. Even though I belong to the medical field and I should be a pro at keeping myself cool and calm every second, what about emotions? People you loved when they were at their worst leave you in your bad times. It happened a few weeks back. I had my final professional exams, and at that time, a friend thought of having an argument. I tried my level best to resolve the issue, but I could not. I had an exam in just two days, and the only friend who was my only support in a totally strange city left me and went back home, miles away from me. I was so much disturbed in those days that I could not grieve at my loss. I had no time to do that. My focus was on my own life, and that cost me a very good friend who stood through thick and thin before but left me this time. People leave you when your future is at stake. And still after days, you try to reach them. And they do the same. Again, humiliate you. You are not angry, you are just shocked at the opponent's behavior. Maybe you never expected hurt from the one who always loved you. Maybe you never recognized them before. From my perspective, there should be some space for understanding. You can't show your back to someone who is emotionally dependent on you. If any of you is angry with someone over a little misunderstanding or miscommunication, then please go and console the suffering soul because they will not tell you, but you will find one day that you have lost them. The world is already a harsh place to live, so go to your loved ones and keep them. Maybe you never get another chance to live with them. So recognize your people and make your heart soft for them. If this post lets you love your lost ones again, credit goes to you, your mindset, not me. Thanks for reading my Today's Blog.