Filming days

Hi, guys!

Today I have a full day of filming planned, so I didn't even make any other plans because I'm so deeply behind on videos, and I probably won't have time to do anything else because there's so much left to film. I have a dozen book videos, and I also need to film another full-length YouTube video, so that's a full day's work, but I hope to get it done as quickly as possible so I'll be cleared of the filming backlog and can move on.

The problem is that because of this, I've lost touch with myself again and stopped taking proper care of myself. And naturally, I need to reconnect with myself as soon as possible, because if I don't, my life will quickly start to fall apart again. I've been through this before. I've fallen out of my routine again, and once again, all I can see is blogging.

Yesterday I tried to announce on my blog that I now have blogs on Telegram and YouTube, but unfortunately there was no reaction, not even from my friends with whom I communicate regularly. This is truly frustrating; it's really killing my desire to blog at all. I need to make a video that constantly promotes these blogs, but now I'm not sure that even makes sense. It's incredibly frustrating.

I don't know if I really need Telegram now, or if Instagram and Threads are enough.

Today I'm planning to make another long video for YouTube, but at least subscribers are slowly starting to appear there, so there's at least some hope. But with Telegram, things are really bad; I'm not getting any followers at all.

Have a great day, everyone!