Kill me now.

A good reputation, a well running business, amazing friends, the most mesmerizing fiancé in the world, a hyper-supportive family, friends that are really that. Can it really get better?

I’m a lucky man.

There was that moment when I was being interviewed about our 10 year anniversary and the question came up what my legacy was. Answer: Me. The brand will vanish. The recipes will be diluted or changed or both. If I die, I die. There is no legacy but who I was. What I stood up for, what I represented.

I’m a result of my past.

And I take that seriously. It’s not an excuse, but an encouragement to be a little bit better every day. If I wake up that is.

So it’s not about how I wake up, but how I go to sleep.

With a clean conscious or not. Did I do my best? Probably not, we all have higher expectations towards ourselves then we should have, so “the best” is really just a concept of oppression. But I did my best, what I thought was right and prudent at the time.

Not good, but good enough.

The motto of the party I want for my funeral. I do try. Every day. As so many do. I’ve seen them. I’ve hold them, I’ve pushed them and I’ve sustained them. That is my life. And that’s what I would like people to celebrate, if they’re any close to me. Maybe even more. Who knows, maybe by the time I die my way of viewing the world will be enough to start one of those “movements”.

If I just had TikTok…

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What are your thoughts about this topic? Please feel free to engage in any original way, including dropping links to your posts on similar topics. I'm happy to read (and curate) any quality content that is not created by LLM/AI.

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Post written for the #weekend-engagement by @galenkp inviting us to answer selected questions in the Weekend Experiences community each week.

This is my response to:

How would you like people to celebrate your life after you die? Explain.

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